
(CNN) – The suspected Times Square bomber faces arraignment in a New York courtroom today. Faisal Shazad will be asked to enter a plea on ten weapons and terror charges. At the same time, many Pakistani-Americans struggle to understand why he – and others – are turning against America. In this American Morning original report, our Deb Feyerick talks to one family trying to understand radicalization among Muslim youth. Watch ![]()
(CNN) – BP is calling the release of its "worst case scenario" document "irrelevant," but critics call it one more reason not to trust the company. Many people on the Gulf Coast already feel that way about BP after filing claims with the oil giant, including charter boat captain Stu Scheer.
It took 40 years for Scheer to build his business running charter fishing boats for tourists in the Gulf. Now it's all falling apart – between the oil spill that shut down business and haggling with BP over his claim. Our Chris Lawrence has his story. Watch ![]()
Editor's Note: Jan Chorlton and Barry Petersen met in a Seattle newsroom over 25 years ago and fell head over heels in love. They married and traveled the world – Barry as a CBS News correspondent and Jan as a reporter for several news organizations, including CNN. But their lives were shattered in 2005 when Jan was diagnosed with early onset Alzheimer's disease – at 55. In his new book, "Jan's Story: Love Lost to the Long Goodbye of Alzheimer's," Barry describes seeing his wife, and his life, disappear.
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From "Jan's Story," by Barry Petersen
Prologue
“Every man's memory is his private literature.” ~Aldous Huxley
May I tell you the story of how I never proposed to Jan? No getting down on bended knee, no diamond ring in a box—because I was so broke after a divorce that I couldn’t afford a ring.
No Jan sitting in some fancy restaurant, choking up, blurting out a joyful “Yes.” We had been friends for a while because she worked at the CBS TV affiliate in Seattle and I would travel there for stories, often working out of their newsroom.
One evening . . . the first time she ever invited me to her tiny one-bedroom apartment overlooking Lake Washington . . . we sat and talked. It was never more than that . . . sorry . . . no scenes that censors would take out of the movie version.
It was just that, somehow, we knew – both of us – that we would be together from then on, HAD to be together. I gently kissed her goodnight and walked away and felt as if I had been in an earthquake. I was shaken and elated, scared, but also ecstatic with the sense of being alive . . . I knew my life had changed in brilliant ways.
We were married in San Francisco on Valentine’s Day in 1985, and then lived here and there across the globe . . . San Francisco, Tokyo, Moscow, London and back to Tokyo and Beijing.
My job as a journalist for CBS News provided Jan and me with the ability to see and experience the world. Much of it was wonderful, some of it still gives me nightmares. Read more

